Hi, I'm Josh. I'm an artist and software engineer and I like to learn new things. If you want to get in touch, feel free to [email me](mailto:[email protected]). About Me: I'm a software developer, husband, friend. I play piano, enjoy art and movies, nature, and making things. I like simple clothes, with an eye toward quality, and keep my house clean and light. I value thoughtful people, attention to detail, and spirituality. I believe I can invest in myself because I'll be worth it. There's a part of me that is afraid of success. I worry that becoming a musician would take too much out of me, that I wouldn't be able to make it sustainable. I maintain an attitude of rebellion against authority because it served me to leave Mormonism, and I haven't seen a better example of how to live. I worry that maybe God is real, and I just can't see it. I judge myself and others, but I try to be fair about it. My standards are high, for people and for friends. Yet, I set them low for me. I don't expect myself to amount to much, and simultaneously, I put large pressure on myself to deliver. Maybe I need both beliefs to achieve and manage expectations. I like to think I am fun to be around, that I have a good sense of humor, and am witty. But I also worry I can be too quirky or obnoxious. My best moments are with my brothers playing video games because we can be pretty goofy without judgement. People usually either really like me, or don't. I don't have universal appeal. But for the people that enjoy my sense of humor, or my style, it's the only way to be.